salam, hello, ohayo, anyosaeyo, dan soksobai (kemboja) =P
tajuk cliche?
yes tajuk ni mmg cliche kn...
but I don't care!
first of all, I nk say hi to my best diary, Blonnie
how are you Blonnie?
it's quite a while since 2015 I wrote on you
I have told you all that I was about to fly to Japan
yes, I've been there for 2 weeks
and it's a wonderful journey I ever had
but there were pros and cons sepanjang sy pegi sana
it's a long story
but I'll make it short
I try not to frame people I respect
nor hurt their feeling
ada 4 parts dlm story ni yg akn sy critekn what is really happened and what is to be learnt
~1st part~
on Aug 2013
I got a job offer from oleo chem lecturer
a research assistant
he said "you x amik byk subject repeat kan, so how about you making money by working under my supervision"
so I text my so-called bestfriend time tu
lemme name her Nana
and then she said, "he's good lecturer. amik jela job tu. at least u'll get money and experiences"
so yeah, I think it's a good offer and opportunity
I pun terima job tu..
at first, he treated me well
but I perasan dia ni bias sikit
obviously dia ada a few feveret students
and he showed an obvious love toward them
hey! bukan I sorg je perasan
students under dia yg x ada dlm list feveret students die pun dpt tgk
obvious dia smpaikan dia slalu ajak dorg lepak2 kt kedai mkn
blnja dorg mcm2
borak dgn bahasa2 and rahsia2 yg hnya dorg je fhm
kita yg dtg jumpa Dr tu just krikk krikk krikk
and fikir "WTH dorg borak ni?"
pernah 1 ketika I read some journals just to know the exact no of mol of reactant to be used in this project
but I got Chinese paper
klu korg nk tau Chinese paper ni...dorg suka hide bnde penting yg kita patut tau
so I jd confused bila baca their paper
I refer la dgn Dr I ni
but then he asked me to find more papers
(but at the same time, I nmpk muka dia berkerut)
and so I did find more papers related to my research
I thought he wanted me to be independence
so I just follow the way he teaches us la that time
after some period, I x tahan lg
so I refer to prof (his bff)
masa tgh tnya tu kebetulan Dr ni masuk blk prof
and suddenly he mocked me for not understand the content
and he bragged that he knew it all along
so I just glanced at him and pretend to be ramah "oh really..."
I bkn nk mrh dia sgt pun
tp most of the time I rse Dr x layan sama adil to all his students
and we have the right to be treated the same way as your favorite students
his FS tu kalau ada masalah, skjp je selesai prob tu
bila kite ni, the least favorite students ada prob
mslh tu selesai 2 thn kemudian tnpa bantuan dia
yeah he is a kind and soft-hearted lecturer
I don't want to talk negatively about u
but u hurt us deeply
so we have no choice
but to write negatively about u
then, he sent me to S'wak for poster presentation
I appreciate whatever you tried to make me into
but that time I was so sad thinking u not helped me at all
u left me terkontang kanting cari tiket flight
then terkontang kanting uploading the abstract and dftr SKAM tu
that's my first time attending a conference
and my first time to buy flight ticket
smpai I mintak tlg Dr F tau (thanks so much Dr)
I read about job quote
"never work at the place that only make u sad"
so, I decided to quit
I really appreciate all the experiences I received along the journey of being research assistant
but u not assist me well enough to make me stay
plus u being very very very fake
u said u forgave me bla3
I know u are NOT
I dh minta maaf kt dia sbb bgtau nk quit tu 2 weeks before
siap nanges sbb I betul2 terharu ats sume pengalaman I dpt tu
but then he EXPECTING me to pursue master study under his supervision sbb dia kata dh byr I mcm2
Dr, u can pay your students with money to do your work
but you can't buy my heart to stay longer
I thought sume tu dh OVER
tetibe dia g kecoh2 pulak kt group BMY
saying rubbish about me
actually Dr, yes it did hurt my feeling a bit
I cried hard every night after knowing that
but I really glad coz I got free pahala as for that
setiap apa bnde u sebarkn, I received points from Allah
so I am glad
thanks bcoz make me stronger
and as for pengajaran
I will not work under that type of lecturer which is so UNprofesional
2nd I hope all the readers to be more careful in choosing your supervisor
SERIOUSLY
if you have no ability to kipas2 lecturer lembut
and you got no handsome/pretty face
DO NOT CHOOSE them to be your supervisor
~end of part 1~
but I don't care!
first of all, I nk say hi to my best diary, Blonnie
how are you Blonnie?
it's quite a while since 2015 I wrote on you
I have told you all that I was about to fly to Japan
yes, I've been there for 2 weeks
and it's a wonderful journey I ever had
but there were pros and cons sepanjang sy pegi sana
it's a long story
but I'll make it short
I try not to frame people I respect
nor hurt their feeling
ada 4 parts dlm story ni yg akn sy critekn what is really happened and what is to be learnt
~1st part~
on Aug 2013
I got a job offer from oleo chem lecturer
a research assistant
he said "you x amik byk subject repeat kan, so how about you making money by working under my supervision"
so I text my so-called bestfriend time tu
lemme name her Nana
and then she said, "he's good lecturer. amik jela job tu. at least u'll get money and experiences"
so yeah, I think it's a good offer and opportunity
I pun terima job tu..
at first, he treated me well
but I perasan dia ni bias sikit
obviously dia ada a few feveret students
and he showed an obvious love toward them
hey! bukan I sorg je perasan
students under dia yg x ada dlm list feveret students die pun dpt tgk
obvious dia smpaikan dia slalu ajak dorg lepak2 kt kedai mkn
blnja dorg mcm2
borak dgn bahasa2 and rahsia2 yg hnya dorg je fhm
kita yg dtg jumpa Dr tu just krikk krikk krikk
and fikir "WTH dorg borak ni?"
pernah 1 ketika I read some journals just to know the exact no of mol of reactant to be used in this project
but I got Chinese paper
klu korg nk tau Chinese paper ni...dorg suka hide bnde penting yg kita patut tau
so I jd confused bila baca their paper
I refer la dgn Dr I ni
but then he asked me to find more papers
(but at the same time, I nmpk muka dia berkerut)
and so I did find more papers related to my research
I thought he wanted me to be independence
so I just follow the way he teaches us la that time
after some period, I x tahan lg
so I refer to prof (his bff)
masa tgh tnya tu kebetulan Dr ni masuk blk prof
and suddenly he mocked me for not understand the content
and he bragged that he knew it all along
so I just glanced at him and pretend to be ramah "oh really..."
I bkn nk mrh dia sgt pun
tp most of the time I rse Dr x layan sama adil to all his students
and we have the right to be treated the same way as your favorite students
his FS tu kalau ada masalah, skjp je selesai prob tu
bila kite ni, the least favorite students ada prob
mslh tu selesai 2 thn kemudian tnpa bantuan dia
yeah he is a kind and soft-hearted lecturer
I don't want to talk negatively about u
but u hurt us deeply
so we have no choice
but to write negatively about u
then, he sent me to S'wak for poster presentation
I appreciate whatever you tried to make me into
but that time I was so sad thinking u not helped me at all
u left me terkontang kanting cari tiket flight
then terkontang kanting uploading the abstract and dftr SKAM tu
that's my first time attending a conference
and my first time to buy flight ticket
smpai I mintak tlg Dr F tau (thanks so much Dr)
I read about job quote
"never work at the place that only make u sad"
so, I decided to quit
I really appreciate all the experiences I received along the journey of being research assistant
but u not assist me well enough to make me stay
plus u being very very very fake
u said u forgave me bla3
I know u are NOT
I dh minta maaf kt dia sbb bgtau nk quit tu 2 weeks before
siap nanges sbb I betul2 terharu ats sume pengalaman I dpt tu
but then he EXPECTING me to pursue master study under his supervision sbb dia kata dh byr I mcm2
Dr, u can pay your students with money to do your work
but you can't buy my heart to stay longer
I thought sume tu dh OVER
tetibe dia g kecoh2 pulak kt group BMY
saying rubbish about me
actually Dr, yes it did hurt my feeling a bit
I cried hard every night after knowing that
but I really glad coz I got free pahala as for that
setiap apa bnde u sebarkn, I received points from Allah
so I am glad
thanks bcoz make me stronger
and as for pengajaran
I will not work under that type of lecturer which is so UNprofesional
2nd I hope all the readers to be more careful in choosing your supervisor
SERIOUSLY
if you have no ability to kipas2 lecturer lembut
and you got no handsome/pretty face
DO NOT CHOOSE them to be your supervisor
~end of part 1~


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