the WILL

Assalamualaikum WBT Blonnie

and pembaca yg sy hormati

dan sayangi

lama bebenar x update blog

sbnrnya byk yg brlaku

tp better critakan pd Allah drpd cerita pd human

coz x sume org memahami

x sume mau mendengar

x sume mau memberi komen stlh dgr

x sume menyokong kita

and x sume memihak pd kita

setelah 2 sem (extend) berlalu..

apa yg sy boleh katakan

sy telah menimba pengalaman yg indah skali dlm hidup

sume kepahitan and kemanisan telah mewarnai kehidupan sy

dgn sebaik-baik lukisan

sblum apa2..

sy nak berterima kasih kpd watak2 yg telah mewarnai kehidupan sy

sy berterima kasih dgn sepenuh hati

1st family especially Mohd Hizam, Wan Mazita, Fatin Nadia, Mohd Izwan dan Ct Shaira

2nd is my 1st group RA at 1st sem DR Azwan, Lola, Maryam

3rd is my second group RA at 2nd sem DR Fairus, Nahar, kak Meera and kak Lat

4th is my certain bestfriends and enemies whom i cannot mentioned here,

my ex friends, ex admire, ex everything

thanks coz always make me happy

make me sad

make me excited

make me worry

make me feel alone

make me feel useless

make me feel dumber

make me feel strong

make me feel good

make me feel warm

make me feel mad

make me feel crazier

make me feel evil

make me feel envious

make me feel brilliant

make me feel anything

YOU ALL had putting me into anything which bring me up and down

strong and weak

thanks is not enough though

but in case I leave from this world,

I hope I have given you all

enough happy memories

so you all can glad to remember me always

please forgive me for anything

I know I was so stupid, shameless doing something that bring you upset and all that

I hope I'm not too late to ask for forgiveness

and I will not turn back now

I have my own objectives and missions

and I wanna be alone for now until Allah SBT take me away

I hope I will not regret these

thanks for everything and forgive me

I have to do this...

sincerely from...........me