this song dedicated specially to u...

boy, if only u know how much i love u before...
and u hurted my heart twice....
i taw u sibok dgn pelbagai program u kn...
and mase cuti2 pon u sibok dgn aktiviti lg...
i phm...
tp at least, if u want me to give u space or gap for 2 days ke, 2 months ke 2 WEEKS ke..
at least BAGITAU kt i...
i x kesah cmne pon caranye u nk gtaw...
u nk text i "sara, can u leave me alone for 2 weeks, i really have something to do"
then, i will understand that...
i x kesah okee..
i taw u sibok, and i pon sibok ugk okee..
ape gune kalu u rncang nk kawen dgn i bagai tu kalu u xnk jujur or xnk saling phm memahami...
and u won't let me try either... *sobs

by the way, u ended up by leaving me confusingly about what do u really want from me...
u said u will be honest to me...but then u lied...
u said u will appreciate me...but then u betrayed me
u said u will chase me out if i walk away from u... but then u let me go
u said u wanna stay with me forever and marry me... but then u leave me
*sobs for even worse

if u can't hold ur words...please do not make promise
if u can't be loyal...please do not give hopes
if u can't let go ur ex-admire...please do not let me keep u heart
if u can't take care of my heart...please do not steal it away from me
if u can't say bye to me...then....please do not break my heart

i wonder if u wanna hold on me if u leave me this way...
what am i to u...
am i a BONEKA to u?...

i gave u my precious-secret-child song to u...
i made it by myself...
don't u feel thankful that i finally gave that to u....
without any doubt that i was deadly sure that u will love it and love me for even more...
and i was thinking to be with u forever...
and i let myself to stare at u silently....
and i let myself to follow ur soul smoothly....
and i let myself to guide me to ur amazing world slowly...
but then.... i....failed to step...further to ur world...
*sobs

this isn't me....who failed that..
u the one who failed me to go further...

but u stole my heart away....
u stole my heart away...
u stole it....like a murderer....
a very thank you to u...
i hope u will find someone who can understand u better...
i hope u will find someone who can love u better...
i hope u will find someone who can care u better...
i hope u will find someone who can appreciate u better...
i hope u will find someone who can make u day better...
i hope u will find someone who can give u better...
i hope u will find someone who can listen to u better...
i hope u will find someone who can see u better...
i hope u will find someone who can advice u better....

Nice to Meet u Prof...
*sobs end

last for u...

I know I can't take one more step towards you
'Cause all that's waiting is regret
And don't you know I'm not your ghost anymore?
You lost the love I loved the most

And I learned to live, half-alive
And now you want me one more time

And who do you think you are?
Runnin' 'round leaving scars
Collecting your jar of hearts
And tearing love apart

You're gonna catch a cold
From the ice inside your soul
So don't come back for me
Who do you think you are?

I hear you're asking all around
If I am anywhere to be found
But I have grown too strong
To ever fall back in your arms

And I learned to live, half-alive
And now you want me one more time

And who do you think you are?
Runnin' 'round leaving scars
Collecting your jar of hearts
And tearing love apart

You're gonna catch a cold
From the ice inside your soul
So don't come back for me
Who do you think you are?

Dear, it took so long just to feel alright
Remember how to put back the light in my eyes
I wish I had missed the first time that we kissed
Cause you broke all your promises

And now you're back
You don't get to get me back

And who do you think you are?
Runnin' 'round leaving scars
Collecting your jar of hearts
And tearing love apart

You're gonna catch a cold
From the ice inside your soul
So don't come back for me
Don't come back at all

And who do you think you are?
Runnin' 'round leaving scars
Collecting your jar of hearts
And tearing love apart

You're gonna catch a cold
From the ice inside your soul
Don't come back for me
Don't come back at all

Who do you think you are?

Who do you think you are?

Who do you think you are?

-thanks-